To walk a dog

I can’t even explain what I’m feeling.

This is the way I talk about this.

The snow pressing on the rooftop

When her message came.

It was howling and

howled the sorrow, despondent dog

The level gaze of it

Betokened the indifference of the context

Of the unspeakable phone.

It might say anything about Mother

She is getting bad recently

Or the news of virus spends to another nursing home

One other

And other, another

to mom’s

Suddenly I even miss my day

As I am a child,

I witness the first day of my mother and

the Stepfather

They were intercourse and

vigorously hit me

As naked apes did the same

grappling

for their territory

I want to leave the goddanm room

And trample the nasty weeding dress

After all, she wore the dress for three times.

The last time she dresses,

She intent to kill herself.

Yet, she dressed it

In other to have sex with him.

I design to walk my dog

In other to forget this little story

As well as the disgusting feeling

Speak to

the shrink I have borrowed.