关于现任的前任看了我的社交媒体被我发现之后引发的联想

I don't want to know her name, because then every time I come across that name, I'd think of her. I don't want to know where she is from, because then every time I hear about your knowledge about that place, I'd think of her.

She looked pretty. That's fine. But he said he connected well with her. That made me jealous. Imagine she's kind, and both of them had a common interest. Was that connection better than he and I have together now? Did she do things better than I do? Those are questions I won't ever ask, as I just want a biased answer, of course, he and I have the best connection. Of course, I'm the best. Period.

Maybe I feel threatened because I was imagining it's happening right now. When I remembered he said you didn't talk to exes anymore, I stopped feeling threatened.

And when I stopped feeling threatened, I start to wonder what my partner thinks is a good connection. And maybe through this past experience, I can learn from it to use it to strengthen what we have together.